I WISH I WAS SKINNER. I WISH I WAS TALENTED. I WISH I’D BE THE

ONE A GUY WOULD NOTICE FIRST INSTEAD OF MY BEAUTIFUL FRIENDS WHE-

NEVER WE ENTER A ROOM. I WISH I WASN’T AFRAID TO LIVE. I WISH I

DIDN’T LOVE FOOD SO MUCH. I WISH I HAD THE ENERGY TO MAKE MY

DREAMS DO COME TRUE.   I WISH I LIVED ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE GLOBE,

CAUSE GRASS IS GREENER ON THE OTHER SIDE, RIGHT? I WISH MY PAR-

ENTS WOULD TELL ME HOW PROUD THE ARE OF ME – I WISH THEY’D STILL

BE PROUD EVEN WHEN I FAIL. I WISH I COULD WRITE AND INSPIRE SOME-

ONE TO MAYBE DO THE SAME OR JUST MAYBE LOOK AT LIFE UNDER A

BRIGTHER LIGHT. I WISH I WOULDN’T GIVE UP SO EASILY. I WISH I

WASN’T AFRAIS TO FACE THE FUTURE. I WISH I COULD GET OFF MY BUTT

AND START WORKING ON WHAT I WANT, BECAUSE IF I’M NOT HAPPY, I’M

NOT HARD ENOUGH. I WISH PEOPLE WOULD LOOK AT ME WITHOUT

THINKING WHAT A FAILURE I AM. I WISH LIFE WOULD BE EASIER FOR ALL

OF US, BUT THEN I REALIZE THAT THAT’S NOT THE WAY THINGS WILL EVER

BE. I WISH I COULD BE HAPPY WITH THAT I HAVE, AND WITH WHAT I AM,

BUT IT NEVER SEEMS TO BE GOOD ENOUGH ANYWAY. I WISH I COULD GET A

JOB AND EARN MONEY TO CONTRIBUTE TO WHAT’S DYING OUT THERE, TO

THOSE WHO NEEDS HELP.I WISH TO LEAVE A MARK ON THIS WORLD, BUT I’M AFRAID

I WON’T. I WISH I WASN’T AFRAID OF BECOMING MY OWN WORST ENEMY AND

STAND IN THE WAY OF MAKING MY DREAMS COME TRUE. I WISH I WASN’T

AFRAID OF MYSELF AND MY POTENTIAL.  I WISH I WASN’T AFRAID OF

LIFE’S IMMENSITY, BUT INSTEAD WISH TO SIMPLY ENBRACE IT, BECAUSE

THIS IS WHAT WE GOT. THIS, THE NOW, THIS LIFE. AND WE NEVER KNOW

IF WE’LL EVER RETURN TO CONSCIOUSNESSN AFTER WE DIE, WE DON’T KNOW,

AND THAT’S WHY I WANT TO EMBRACE IT. I WANT IT, I WISH IT, BUT I’M

SCARED. I’M SCARED OF THE WORLD AND THE POSSIBILITIES AND I WISH I WASN’T.

 

puss ♥